You can't know the day in the morning.  You can't know what might happen, you can't know what you might do or not, and you can't know the consequences — if any.  You are only to be present, to be able to do what you have to do.  You have to work, even on yourself.  You were long ago infected with this notion; it then metastasized.  It is best to take pleasure in it, ordering things into arrangements that have impact.  Best to see that a day can't be known in the morning, or even by when you turn the lights out at night.